I want you to know that I owe Chris when he got me through one of the deepest times of my life, my little girl’s Dad had left me, I went and got my first tattoo, the artist played Audioslave the whole 3 hours, afterwards I asked him who had he been playing and he told me. I went right out and bought the CD and from that moment on on his voice has helped me through the darkest and brightest days. Be thankful you have had the blessing of being his soul mate. He will find you. I will never believe he took his life, but I will carry him as I go.